Staying Whelmed

I wonder what’s stopping me from sending the message to her guy’s current gf and let the secret out.

I only feel anger at this point. Then again, should I do the right thing and tell her that her guy’s cheating on her?

I’ve lost my appetite. It just keeps popping in like a bad memory.

I should be happy for her right? But the guy’s attached. That’s wrong.

And there’s me. They say I might still have feelings.

Fuck lah.

According to Sternberg’s Triarchic theory, there are 3 types of love - Romantic, Affectionate and Consummate.

Romantic love is described as love that’s high in passion and consists of a sexual component. For Romantic relationships that have passion but have little or no intimacy and commitment, a fling occurs.

This is where you’re at now with him. You’re the fling part.

I listen to you complain. I listen to whatever happens knowing that I’m just some guy you go to when there’s no one else. You sometimes come to me for advice on things and I believed that you listened.

But seriously, WTF is this shit?

Going out and making out with a guy who’s in a relationship is the behavior I never expected of you. I don’t know how serious or how physical it has been. Don’t really wanna know. My other friend commented that it could be unconscious jealousy. Maybe.

I just can’t talk to you now. I can’t talk to you without having those images of you and him doing stuff while he’s attached.

You really are like the name i coined for you way back.

Storm Child

I’m damn glad that I met these new people.

It’s so I can wipe the dirt that the old group poured onto me

Wished parents would stop asking me

I’ve got no chance

“I want her to be happy. Cause when you care about somebody, you do what’s best for them. Even if it sucks for you.”

No, I won’t give in. I’ve come closer each time but NO.

I have to put a lid on it. If it’s from my mind then i can contain it.

I refuse to lose

In a very short time, those overwhelming feelings are back. I’m a danger to my own sanity